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		<title>Shutter Speed</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 08 Nov 2009 22:37:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Most people find a blank screen, or an empty page intimidating. Me, I&#8217;m the opposite. I find it overwhelming yes, but I also find it oddly calming. The blankness, if I stare long enough into the blankness, it becomes soothing. All thoughts are calm and ordered and my racing mind slows down. It&#8217;s like deep [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5924&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>It&#8217;s all about you</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/11/07/its-all-about-you/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 07 Nov 2009 13:59:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[posts that have been sitting in drafts for too long to mention]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[theft]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[theories a bit close to home]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[things which have pissed me off lately]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[My first word, according to my Mum, was &#8220;No&#8221;, and my second word was &#8220;Mine&#8221;. For someone who made such a promising start at asserting themselves, it seems to have frittered out over the years.  I&#8217;ve been thinking a lot about boundaries today. Not just because of the number of arguments I&#8217;ve had with members [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5789&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Final destination</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:39:55 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[bulimia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[denial]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[recovery]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[relapse]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[restriction]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[starving]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Where is this going? That’s the question in my head at the moment. It’s coming up as the bones are peeping out. I’m not weighing myself, but I am aware of being lighter. Aware of the slight inward curve of thigh, and loss of breast. The smaller indent in the sofa, the space between myself [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5893&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>18</slash:comments>
	
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		<title>Tidal Wave</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/31/tidal-wave/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 31 Oct 2009 12:56:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Eating disorders]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anger]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[blockage]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[communication]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fear]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I'd like an ED with a side order of denial please]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[it's my blog and I'll emo it up if I want to]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[mental illness]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I promised myself after This , that I wouldn&#8217;t put myself in that situation again, ever. It was a silent vow, but one which repeated through my head again and again every day I was in treatment. That wall of defence, defiance, built up and grew sturdy with any bit of evidence I could find [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5822&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Infiltration</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/30/infiltration/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 08:46:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[Work]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anger]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[barriers]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[bulimia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[college]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[depression]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[fear]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Something a little odd has been happening to me recently that seemed noteworthy in light of the lack of positive posting here. It&#8217;s something strange that I think it&#8217;s time to share.
Someone asked me yesterday how I was getting on at work, despite all the difficulty with eating, and I said, bizarrely I seemed to [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5806&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>21</slash:comments>
	
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		<title>Never go anywhere with men or ladies you don&#8217;t know</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/28/never-go-anywhere-with-men-or-ladies-you-dont-know/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 28 Oct 2009 18:19:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Eating disorders]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[bulimia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[denial]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[god damn it]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I love my ED and will not be told otherwise]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[need to strengthen those barriers]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[relapse IS fun really]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[trying very hard to relapse]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Now look you lot, yes, You, don&#8217;t gaze blankly at the computer screen pretending you don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m on about. I&#8217;m watching you. I&#8217;m not impressed whatsoever with all this support and common sense which is coming my way. You are like, totally ruining this relapse for me! Pack it in, I&#8217;m trying to [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5801&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Possession</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/27/possession/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Oct 2009 14:22:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I started a new post, about 2 hours ago, and so far this is the first thing I&#8217;ve been able to type. Whilst believing quite strongly that if I&#8217;ve not got anything coherent to say, then there&#8217;s little point in posting, I&#8217;m climbing the walls this afternoon. A half day off work seemed like a [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5778&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Heart-Shaped Lock it</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/26/heart-shaped-lock-it/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 25 Oct 2009 23:57:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Eating disorders]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Father Snow]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Subtext]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[grief]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I do not like things which once done cannot be undone. I do not like permanence]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[is it so bad to starve when i can write again?]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[mental illness]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Posts-written-when-i-should-be-working]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[secrets]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[slightly dodgy analogies]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[A few years after my Aunt Megan died, when my folks and I were back on speaking terms, I went to visit them. My Dad and I had a few glasses of red wine one evening, and we went to sit outside on the patio so I could smoke. They have this amazing house in [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5755&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Filing Rights</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/25/filing-rights/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 Oct 2009 23:10:55 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Despair]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Eating disorders]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[any port in a storm]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[bulimia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fuck this]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[if wishes were horses]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[mental health]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[slightly dodgy analogies]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[At work I file a lot of investigations. It&#8217;s what usually we say if we are closing a case because there are no further lines of enquiry to pursue. If you&#8217;ve been a victim of crime you may have spoken to someone like me. Someone who contacts you and breaks the news that unfortunately, despite [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5743&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Higgle-de-Piggledy</title>
		<link>http://operationlola.wordpress.com/2009/10/24/higgle-de-piggledy/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 Oct 2009 10:12:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lola Snow</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[anorexia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[bulimia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[can't can't can't can't can't]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[does anyone read these tags?]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I like to talk in footnotes]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I think it's too late to come back]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[won't won't won't won't]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[WTF AM I DOING]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I’m supremely over-excited today. Revved up and restless. I’m not really sleeping at the moment, because I’m not really eating at the moment. Lying awake all night twitching. What is it? Why can’t I just fall asleep? It&#8217;s the duvet, it&#8217;s the street light, it&#8217;s the noise of the central heating.  Oh no wait, it&#8217;s because [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=operationlola.wordpress.com&blog=4596337&post=5731&subd=operationlola&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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